Current mood:	awake
Current music:	Pearl Jam - Black

I honestly don't know the last time I updated this thing; this has become the journal I log into at school when I can't use my private (and therefore half-active, ha, compared to this 'not active' one) LJ because it'll save on the history files. Gah.

Basically. I have school. Wednesday, Thursday and today consisted of five practice exams at school ON THE HOLIDAYS which haven't really been the holidays. Last week was 'study' which really meant procrastinating & getting trashy magazines bought for me because 'you deserve a break' when I didn't really: my 'study' consisted of putting things in piles on the floor. I haven't done as much study as Ive planned to know & I could have, and I need school because being surronded by the hype will get me going. The first week was full of shit I had to do though: echo that I have once every 2 years, see my GP because I needed a prescription. Gah, I really don't like Marie much anymore. I used to see her regularly & now I don't & she just wants to chat and it's like, while she is genuine it's too genuine and it pisses me off. I made up I had to be somewhere at 12 just so I could get out of talking to her for 20 minutes.

Isn't it sad I have not too much to tell? On Sunday night I have Julia's, tomorrow I plan to walk Murphy at 6-7, get my eyebrows waxed at 9 & then Mum and I are going to st.kilda to try and find me an outfit for my 18th. Which is one week tomorrow...I'm not really excited because being 18 will change absolutley nothing at least until year 12 is over: I can't really afford to go out & get drunk, I don't really have many invites & opportunities to do that anyway, and it's a fair way off before I get my license too SO that's that then.

However I have been exceptionally good lately at one thing. For two days - or mornings you could say. Awake at 6 most mornings away, the fact it was light... I walked Murphy at 6:28AM this morning & 6:47am yesterday morning. My aim is to leave at 6:15 - when school goes back, even though if it is only for 2.5 weeks, I want to go in the mornings so I can focus on work after school. If I'm up in the morning & it's light I don't really have an excuse not too, and it's actually quite nice once I'm out there. Once you've got the willpower to walk out the door it is all good. I'm going tomorrow morning & must remain determined!

Goodnight lovelies!