Well, it HAS been a long stretch since I've written in this thing, and about a week since I wrote in the other one. Basically, I have no life & no time for a life. I'm becoming increasingly jealous of the people who have a life revolving around Sorrento & boys & myspace and their mobile phone - yet at least half of these people get better grades than me, and basically have much more time having 'fun.' My Saturday revolved around being woken up at 6:30 (Dad), getting up at 6:55, having cereal, doing Accounting Ratios (reading the answers), taking my dog for a walk, coming home, doing more accounting + starting legal notes, then starting the dreaded history highlighting. I've come on the internet in search of some form of timeline for History. Oh, I also mucked around with my trumpet for 15 minutes, because I'm about to have shower + dinner + head off to 'Melbourne Bands Festival' which is somewhat entertaining but I have so much work I need to do + I think either one of the Phoebe's were having people around? Oh, the idea of rocking up at 10:30pm in my Stage Band uniform (black pants, white shirt, black vest, gold tie) doesn't really appeal to me. Tomorrow is taken up by Open Days even though I haven't had time to organise when & which ones I am going to. Somehow, I have to, basically, write two essays

if you know anything regarding how the failure of the Dumas contributed to the Russian Revolution/s in 1917, or anything regarding Lenin, Trotsky or another revolutionary individual and the key role they played in the movement towards revolution in Russia, do let me know immediately

Was literally in tears today over the fact I have no time. FUCK rehearsel 1-5pm on MID TERM BREAK for fucks sake that I 'have to' go to. I am in two songs, one which Amy Knurek sings & another one. In short, I play a note, count 20 bars rest, and then play another note. Last week I wasted 1.5 hours in rehearsel watching strings play. I have priorities. Bloody Gilbert & Sullivan can fuck itself, for all I care.

Hmm. I have discovered that if I want to grow, the thing missing from my overall lifestyle is sleep. Unfortunately, as we can see, this is not an option. Despite the fact that it honestly does not occur to me to go to bed earlier than 11pm, nor does it seem odd to me to wake up at 6 am - easily - without an alarm. Hmm. Opinions?